Wednesday, June 10, 2009

OPENING UP

Shhhhh!!! wanna reveal a part of me heart,
Wanna tell you guys about "him", u know the one that hurt me so.............its funny but i think ave actually really and totally forgiven him(or havent i??) cld it be that just maybe i still crave and pine for him some where deep down my heart. Cld it be that i just want vengeance?(what.....why cant i want vengeance?) believe me guys............he treated me real bad.

Most peeps thinks it cld ave been worse but i say thats my worst..........
Guess he did some regular guy things but i gave him much more than have ever bothered to give any other. Lets leave that obe for now abeg........

Lets face the immediate matter wey dey my mind..............its like i don turn to the same thing that i criticise guys of doing, you know......................that thing with da capital "P."..............mo gbe o!!!!!
Not like i chose that life style, believe me i didnt know wen i degenerated into that. Guess i was hurting so decided to lash out at them all............and babes u know now, at that point your heart go COLD well well...........cos u really dont give a shit.

Well.....as it happens i was lashing out at the wrong set cos presently i got my hands full and one of them don dey bother me again......................sigh!!!!

Gotta leave now...................will update you guys 2morrow.

N.B I need strength to handle this mess.................

Ciao

2 comments:

  1. You all should drop your comments,

    Thanks

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  2. "...need strength to handle this..." nothing, absolutely nothing is beyond us once the will is there.

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