Randomings

When i grow up i want to be a princess....Yes!!! a princess, with the gowns, chariots, servants, but of cos with Prince.charming.....

I consider my here and now, a growing process, you know just like sleeping beauty....i'm kinda in a deep sleep now(but this sleep is exhausting...sigh)......just chilling for Prince Charming to charge into my castle, in his sleek white horse, pulling off my duvet and giving me da kiss o f life......

Gawd!! how i hate that bitch........she seems to be getting it all..u know, getting it all....a kinda guy that appeals to me, the attention, i really wouldnt have minded it at all......except that she's a classic BITCH, damn!!! i hate her so much right now.........sigh!!(This aint good for me, i know).

I'm breaking out real baddddddd. HELPPPPPP! was it sassy or alter ego that said on her blog that we shld try d tomatoes theraphy, ama try dat out this weekend(peeps, wish me luck)...

Its another beautiful friday and for the first time in like forever.......i aint thinking about ex(am i??) anyways, i kinda think i'm so over his broke, scrublike, users ass..........and ready for da real breath of fresh air...............hmmm!!! waiting to exhale (again???, bera be careful me)

Major issue is, ave gone 2 promise these coupla guys that i wld be by their sides forever, i feel so so bad that i may not be able to deliver..........(Now dont go berating me) i really needed a shoulder and i was too much of the super woman to let it show...............i actually kinda meant those promises wen i gave them...i guess one of the duo is beginning to c d light but this other...............sigh!!! this other, i'm holding on to him for my selfish interest.....................................YES..............Unguardedheart is a selfish motherfucker(yipes!! there goes my french again, sorry peeps).

He's an okay dude and all, he's just kinda short for me liking and a lil "sigh!!"(no insults intended), but he's offering to put a ring on d finger and i kinda covet that right now...........(pls, peeps i need to know does that make me bad or crazy). The other thats the sharpiro, who's also offered to put a ring on d finger, just bloody knows ow d hell to get on me nerves...............now, mr.sharpiro is kinda cute but short(eye rolling.......damn! is dat like a curse or something) yea, he's kinda cuter than mr "sigh!!" but i kinda trust "sigh!!" more and he doesnt gimme hassles. He knows wen a lady doesnt wanna hear more and all(pls, am i selfish???).

I'm sure my castigating them wldnt be so BAD if only i were half as in love with them as i was with mr.bitchassed nigger....................truth is, right now, i feel like ave seen da light and there's nothing really called love. What we can explore now is mutual respect and "growing" in love...forget that shit in fairy tales about love at first sight and falling in love......................peeps, there's no such thing as that(correct my uneducated thought process if i'm wrong).

Did i mention that its friday????? yipee!! dupee!! will be doing karaoke and chinese(dnt know where yet) and for the record i'll be doing it wiv ma gals(they dnt expect pretenses)..

Love ya all.

Peace out